Post procedure desperation

So I had a procedure done yesterday.
It wasn’t a big one. I was just sedated and it took like, less than 5 minutes.
Last night was a little bit uncomfortable, but Jarrod looked after me, like he always does. The kid treats me like a princess and I am so fucking lucky.Today I haven’t felt any discomfort or anything. 

Now I don’t have any excuses left.
My excuses were all about my health issues, but now that it’s been fixed, I just don’t have any other way to dodge clean eating and exercise any more.

I’m setting my alarm for 5am so I can get up and go for a run. And by run, I mean walk/run. I haven’t worked out properly in a couple of months, so I’m sure I won’t be as fit as I once was. But hey, you gotta (re)start somewhere, right?

I went out and bought a bunch of healthy stuff for breakfast and lunch. Hopefully I’ll stick to it. The last couple of months has been one massive dark hole of shitty situations. Bad thing after bad thing after bad thing. I’m so over it. I really want something positive to happen to me. I have good karma stored up after all the shit that has happened to me!

BUT, instead of waiting for something positive to happen to me, I’m going to try and make it happen. I’ve been feeling sluggish and tired all the time. The exact same way I used to feel before I started losing weight and getting healthy. I miss feeling energetic.

Going to go and get an early night. Hopefully I’ll get up early and go for that run. Maybe I should be an asshole and snapchat Jarrod an unattractive photo of my sweaty self at 5.30am. Haha. He’s gonna love that.


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